Monday, November 14, 2016

Daily Draw: Queen of Wands (reversed)

First Impressions:  Loss of will

Book:  Someone destructive, limits freedom of others, rules by jealousy and possessiveness, self doubt, squashed enthusiasm, disapproval, loss of hope and self esteem, exhausted

Guidance:  take care of yourself, think before you speak

Journaling

There are a lot of ways to read this card.  The one that most resonates with me is the loss of hope and less of energy.  That's really where I'm at today.  I feel as if I have truly lost hope.  It doesn't help that my energy level is really low and I feel like I'm drowning.  I also am sad and feel as if I've lost my self confidence.   It feels as if I will never have the happiness that I want.

July 6, 2019

I have learned so much since the day that I wrote that.  I have finally learned that my happiness is my responsibility.  It is my job to choose how I will respond to every situation that comes into my life.  I have learned that I shouldn't wait for happiness until I have love, until I meet someone, until I lose weight, etc.  I can choose to be happy in the moment.  I can choose to be happy even though the house isn't spotless and I don't weight my idea weight.  I can choose to be happy even though work isn't perfect.  Happiness truly is a choice.


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