|Siren of Water|
Book: Engenders desire for love, connections and communion, Passion overcoming the haughty, opening the heart.
Guidance: Love is a risk you must take, create or do something you love, admit your desire
This card is yet another reminder to open my heart to love. One of the things I've been pondering lately is who I want to be with. Is it someone I already know who knows and loves the "old" me? Or is it someone new who will just be getting to know me? There is a part of me that feels I have to move on and that I'm ready for the next phase of my life.
Someone I care about did something that I feel disrespected me and I'm not sure how to react. I know that I need respect in my life and if people can't respect me, then they don't need/deserve to be in my life. For me this card is about loving and respecting myself.
December 18, 2017
It was pretty cool when I was putting up the tree and found my Bremen ornament and instead of immediately thinking about who I was with in Germany, I thought about my own memories of being in Bremen around the holidays. This was huge progress for me. I know there will always be a part of me that loves him, but I'm done waiting and I'm ready to move on with my life.
December 26, 2017
I've gotten a lot better about putting myself first and loving myself. Maybe the message of Aphrodite is that all things are about love and pleasure and that loving ourselves can help create an atmosphere where there is more love and light in the world overall.