Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Daily Draw; Knight of Cups

First Impressions:  Exploring emotions

Book:  Knight is dreamy and romantic, not up for fighting, more for loving

Guidance:  You are feeling very romantic, celebrating the beautiful and sensual is as important as other experiences.  Don't let romantic ideals take you away from your center


I'm not sure what the meaning is of not letting dreams take you away from your path.  Does that I should accept a life of drudgery that is all about everyone else?  Does that mean I'm supposed to accept a loveless existence?  That is totally unacceptable to me and I refuse to believe that I don't deserve love.  I am a beautiful, kind, and loving person and I deserve happiness in my life.  I deserve to be loved and adored.

November 9, 2018

It is almost a year later and I still feel trapped in drudgery.  It is so hard to make a life of my own choosing when I have so many bills to pay and feel responsible for other people.  I don't know how to find my way out of this situation.

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