|Ace of Cups|
Book: Creativity and deeper feelings elude you, distancing yourself from something that will disturb you emotionally, feelings of spiritual disconnection.
Guidance: Take care of yourself, do the right thing
I am feeling empty today as if my life is without meaning. My problem is that I am so emotionally invested in work that I take it personally. None of this is personal. These people are just idiots and don't know what they are doing. They think they are so smart that they refuse to listen to people who have done this multiple times and too arrogant to accept help. I'm done trying to help them. I will deliver my what I'm supposed to deliver and that's that. My main goal is to not say anything stupid and get fired.
December 23, 2017
As I reflect on this card, I realize that it is about life force draining out of you and not being replenished. The traditional card has water flowing into and out of the cup and that's what happens in the natural flow of things when energy flows into and out of our soul. When we get blocked or dis-eased, our energy gets stuck and we feel empty. I've learned that I truly need to take time to recharge my batteries or I become empty and cranky.