|Ace of Fire|
Dark Goddess Tarot
Book: Revere the source, keep power pure, Roman goddess of fire and the hearth, Virgin, woman onto herself, temple, awaken in nature
Guidance: Situation has deep roots and a bright future, Acknowledge your desire, do not allow others to skew your vision, do what makes your spark shine
This card feels like a spark plug to me. A reminder of the divine spark within all of us that keeps us holy. All too often we allow this spark to go out or become dirty and covered in grime. When that happens, we often start to lose our appreciation for the spark of the divine in others.
It is so easy to dehumanize others and to place them in an other category. I'm really pissed at my co-project lead right now because he wants to meet twice a week next week even though everyone is on PTO. However, I've had to take a step back and realize two things:
- I have a job to complain about and that is definately something to be grateful for.
- He is usually pretty good to work with so I'll take that as a positive and let go of this as it will all work itself out in the end
December 29, 2017
We ended up only having daily checkpoints and not twice daily checkpoints so it was not that horrible. I also did a great job of doing the checkpoint and letting go. I was afraid I was going to be spending all week stewing about how I had to have these stupid checkpoints, etc, etc. However, I talked myself off the ledge by reminding myself that it was 20 minutes out of my day and answering a few emails. It was not a big deal and when I talked myself off the ledge and put it in context, I was ale to just let go and appreciate my week.