|Eight of Fire|
Dark Goddess Tarot
Book: Let the rush lead to a new awakening, Inviting change in, a great energetic shift, seducing people to follow impossible dreams.
Guidance: Get out of the way and go for the ride, invite the Goddess in, follow your desire
I'm not sure what to do with this energy. A feel there is a change a'brewing, but I don't truly know what I want in my life. I don't know. Part of me just wants peace in my life. I don't want to change the world or just buy things. I just want peace. I want to wake up and look into my soul and clean away the debris that has accumulated there. I want to live a simple life, but how do I get there? How do I live a contemplative life while still being in the world.
December 28, 2017
This week has been a really good experience for me in letting go and choosing to live in peace. I'm not thrilled that we have to have daily meetings to resolve defects, but I've realized that I have choice: I can choose to let the 30 minute daily meeting ruin my entire day or I can choose to say, this is 30 minutes that I need to spend doing this, but then I'm done. It really is a choice and I've been doing a good job of choosing to do the meeting and let go. That is so much progress for me because before I would have spent the entire day in a snit because I had to have this one 30 minute meeting.
I'm also doing a good job of choosing to let go of not being able to spend as much time cleaning the house as I want to. It's really hard to clean around people and to a certain extent that annoys me, but I can choose to get all angry and pissy about them sitting there or I can just choose to relax and do something else. It is my choice.