Dark Goddess Tarot
Book: Power Burns, Power Heals, raw power of the sun, divine vengeance, cleansing fire cures, She ensures the flame of one's life does not burn out too soon
Guidance: Opportunity to break a negative cycle, walking both the spiritual and mundane paths, following a calling
Pretty amazing that I pulled this card right after I was doing a sun meditation to heal my pancreas. Even though I know the sun is still up there, she feels faraway today. It is a cold day and the cold wind is howling. My wood room is drafty and I feel the cold breeze blowing. Days like today it feels as if the sun is never going to come out and warm us. I can truly see how the ancients believed the sun had forsaken them.
They are truly telling me to charge a citrine and put it in water from last year's snow. I'm supposed t ask that Sekhemet bless the water and I'm supposed to meditate and listen to binaural beats. They are telling me that will bring my sugar levels down. At this point, I'm willing to try anything.
January 1, 2018
Okay, I haven't done this yet as I haven't dug through my rocks to find a citrine. I will do it this week and report back on the results. Interesting thing is that even though I haven't done it yet, I am feeling better and I have made a definitive decision to stop the sugar and I've started to find alternatives.