|Ten of Earth|
Dark Goddess Tarot
Book: Kin and Kind, living and dead are all part of one another, totality of the earth in all its variety and appearances, Goddess of morality and judgement, keeper of customs and laws.
Guidance: Let relationships go as needed, do not seek vengeance, celebrate good fortune, celebrate those whose work you admire, keep and renew your relationship with the earth
This reading hits where I'm at today about the need to let go of people without vengeance. It is about shedding the ties that no longer should be binding us. My tie to John is a big one as he hurt me badly. I had an interesting dream last night. I dreamed we were sleeping together and he made an amorous advance. Initially, I responded to him, but then my dream rewound and I asked him if he loved me or if I was just convenient. When he didn't respond, I knew everything I needed to know. This helped me to realize that our issues were not all about me and that he really does see women as objects.
January 20, 2018
As I read this, I'm realizing that my relationship with the earth also needs to include my relationship with my body. This was an incredibly hard week and I lost my connection to both the earth and myself. I spent most of my week in my head dealing with issues and lost track of the world around me. I didn't make time to go to the ocean or to ground myself and I'm paying the price. This week may be just as insane, but I need to make time to ground and take care of myself.