At this point, what am I refusing to accept about my shadow and my relationships?
Dancer Six tells me that I cannot be the center of the universe at all times. Other people have their own things going on and I can't expect everyone to constantly drop everything to take care of my emotional needs. If everything is constantly drama, than no one will be there for me when i really need people to support me. This card also tells me that I need to let go of the crappy messages that I learned in my childhood. Those messages are not supporting me and are not helping me to grow as a person.
The Tower tells me that I am refusing to accept that people will like me for who I am without the mask on. I love this version of the Tower because it shows a mask being blown away which tells me it is about the fakeness and the illusions being blown away. I always feel like I have to be someone else in order for people to like me. I have to do something for them, I have to buy them something, etc. This card is telling me that I don't need any of that. I just need to be myself, but I can't accept that.
Temperance is telling me once again that I need to open my heart. The heart on the fairy figure is clearly open and the man below is also opening himself up. Opening my heart is life and love will bring me all that I desire in relationships, but I refuse to accept this. I continue to look for ways where I can have an amazing relationship without opening my heart, but Temperance is telling me that will not happen.