Thursday, March 29, 2018

Daily Draw: The Moon

First Impressions:  Darkness, howling, intuition, lunacy

Book:  Moon is the light in the darkness, Fearing what we do not understand, Primal need guides us on our journey

Guidance:  Listen to your dreams, allow the moon to caress you

Journaling

The moon can be about peace or lunacy.  The moon can also be a time of great healing.  I feel as if my soul is healing today as I let go of all the things that are holding me back.  I really need to work sometimes to stay in touch with myself and to let go of everything that brings me down.  One of the things I really need to let go of is perceptions.  I have perceptions about what other people think and how other people perceive me.  That's where the illusions come in.  I assume people think  poorly of me or are judging me when that is rarely the case.  People usually have either a positive or neutral impression of me, but my own self loathing gets in the way and I project my feelings about myself. 

I need to stop doing that.  I also need to just stop worrying about what other people think of me.  At the end of the day, I need to just STOP.  I need to let go of that because I cannot control what other people think of me.  The only person I can control is me.

December 25, 2018

One of the most important lessons I have learned this year is that I need both my brain and my heart.  My heart and intuition is great, but sometimes I delve into paranoia and that is not healthy for me.  Sometimes my paranoia feels like intuition and when that happens I am in trouble.  I've learned that the trick for me is to step back and ask myself whether it makes logical sense and if it is negative.  It's taken me a while, but I am learning to differentiate between intuition and paranoia.  I've found that it is usually paranoia if I'm telling myself that everyone is against me.

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