Going forward what does my attitude on relationships need to be?
Maker Ten tells me that I create my own stability and that I need to own that. If I have a poverty consciousness around relationships or finances, then that is what I will create. Just as I have created wealth around material things, I can also choose to create wealth around relationships by having an open heart and being loving. One of the key things about creating emotional wealth is knowing that I am worthy of having friends and relationships. I am not some hideous monster to be hidden in the corner, which is what I sometimes thing. I deserve love and friendship.
Dreamer Six is about taking a journey and choosing what to take with me and what to leave behind. I can choose to drag around all the drama from my childhood or I can choose to learn the lessons from my childhood and take those lessons with me and leave behind the pain and the bullshit. There is nothing to be served by dragging the pain and drama with me.
Dancer Nine tells me that my relationships and my life will be what I dream into being. I can choose to hide under the covers in fear or I can choose to dream a beautiful and amazing life for myself. This card is also about opening my heart and inviting people in.
The bottom line from this reading is that I can choose what my relationships look like.