Monday, June 24, 2019

Deliberate Draw: Seven of Pentacles

First Impressions:  Plenty, growth, letting things grow around you

Book:  You have poured yourself into a project, now it can carry itself

Guidance:  Pause a moment, ponder the past, and assess the future, are things bearing fruit as you expected?  Be patient and give yourself time to decide the next step

Journaling

This is not my favorite representation of the seven of pentacles, but I like this card because it has the energy of assessment and waiting.  It is looking at what you've accomplished and trying to figure out what's next.  This is where I'm at right now as I'm looking at my life and trying to figure out what's next.  There is a part of me that wants to say F* it all and go back to school full time, but I also know that I can't afford to do that so I have to figure out how to get where I want to be while still working full time.  I know that saying F* it and walking away is not the answer, which leaves me with deciding whether to stay or go at my current job.

As I read this, I think I have my answer as I'm realizing that my job gives me what I want and need as I have the time to work on school and to continue moving forward while still getting paid.  That is a good feeling.  I don't like the thought of being poor, but I also am kind of bored with work.  I think where I'm at right now is that I can have my cake and eat it as I get paid a significant amount of money and I do have time to work on school

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