Book: Worker bee, wanting stability, serving others with a glad heart
Guidance: Take a meditative and sacred approach to life
The knights are not always my favorite cards as some of them seem a little flaky, but I like this card as it seems to be about taking a responsible approach to life and doing the work required to move forward. I don't like the message of serving others with a glad heart because I grew up with someone who believed that my life had no meaning and that it was all about others. However, since I've been able to let go of Charlene's bullshit, I've realized that when I take care of myself and make sure that I have what I need, I am able to serve others with a glad heart. Part of that is feeling empowered to say no to helping others and by feeling empowered to take care of myself. Her message was to give till it hurts and that is not a good way to live.
Once I realized that I mattered and that it was okay to take care of myself, I was able to take a more sacred approach to live as I realized that everything truly is sacred and that approaching life and the people I meet as sacred helps me to be more grounded and to live a more peaceful life. The other thing that helps is accepting that I'm not perfect and I don't need to be. All I need to be is good enough.
I'm grateful for the great guidance from John
I'm grateful for Sean
I'm grateful for Cam for taking care of doggos
I'm grateful for the yummy caprese salad
I'm grateful for a safe place to lay my head